Soundz of My Heart part 2 (still at work :D)

This morning, i told my manager about what i actually feel about this work after being there for about 1 week. I told him everything about my "problems" in this work, and he gave way out and ask me to try again. However, i still don't get the FEEL yet.

He also asked me about my prospecting that i was supposed to do on the previous weekend. Actually i can just lie to him and said that everything are just fine, but God told me loudly in my heart that i have to be honest. I must have different life style from those who don't belong as the Citizen of Heaven, the children of God. After i said the truth, he just smile and said that's ok.

Tomorrow, i will meet him again and tell him and i still don't get the FEEL here. I know that work in such a place can give me so much money. But..what for if i have s much money if i don't have HIM in my heart and my life. I believe God's blessings are different to one another according to each capabilities. It's so much better for me if i just live accordingly and have HIM enthrones in my heart and lead me, than have everything, every precious things in the world, but i lose HIM.

LORD, be the KING in my heart and lead my to walk always in Your path.
Here i am Lord, my life is Yours forever. Let it be done upon me as Your will because i believe that everything from You is the best thing for me.

Psalm 1:1-3
1:1 Happy are those who reject the advice of evil men, who do not follow the example of sinners or join those who have no use for God.
1:2 Instead, they find joy in obeying the Law of the LORD, and they study it day and night.
1:3 They are like trees that grow beside a stream, that bear fruit at the right time, and whose leaves do not dry up. They succeed in everything they do.

I love You forever my JC..\\(^.^)//