Recently i'm kinda feel bored 'bout my life..it seems that my life is walking in the same place or it just walks over and over again in the same path..i just don't know what to do now..everything look so blur and heavy for me..

just wanna take some long holiday to have fun with myself..it looks all what i have now just like a routinity and i really hate that..my job, my life, my service, everything of it..

however i also think and afraid that the holiday i would like to take also make me bored as well as my life now..

so what am i supposed to do now?? just keep silent or what??